June 27, 2008
When I held your hand, it felt like a movie.
 I truly love this… I wish you knew how I REALLY feel. Yet you will never find out. UNLESS, I get enough confidence (plus a few alcoholicbeverages) to tell you, which has a very slim chance. i wish I was her, who held you at night, who you would call when you need a lending hand, a shoulder to cry on, someone just to talk to. I’ve never felt this way before and I don’t like it! The only reason I don’t like it, is because I know I had a chance with you yet we both went our seperate ways (which I regret cause now my feelings are stronger than EVER), but now you’ve come back into my life with HER. I’m glad your happy, but I know she wont last long, so i’ll be back here waiting, for that call so I can come catch you.